WHY IS BOBSLEIGH AN OLYMPIC SPORT STILL
i’m just mostly concern that i won’t be the same afterwards.
but i need you badly that it still hurts.
it hurts like the day you told me you loved me and we couldn’t be together..
hard to believe that was two years ago.
and we dont argue. we pick at eachother though
but we love even harder than we pick, so that’s why we work.
i will never understand why i got so lucky to have you
all i know is that because i still need you this badly
we were meant to be
I’m just at this strange place, like now i don’t really see what the future has in store for me. i kept planning, and planning, and i’ve come to find that my plan isn’t what happens. life just keeps going and doesn’t even take into account what i planned for. so now i’ve stopped planning and my future isn’t full of fictional blurbs i’ve made up of how i think it shall go. now its gray.
but i like it.
don’t fear the gray.
it’s a weird mix of please fuck me and never leave my side